Hey guys it’s late, like 1am and this is what I’ve been trying to get through to you. This feeling of I have to go,go,go. This is when your mind takes over because you’ve pushed it to a point of gaining momentum, you’ll never know where it comes from. Sometimes it will happen at 1am when you’re just trying to sleep. Maybe happen while your having sex, YOU JUST NEVER KNOW!….but when you find that thing, when you find your Bangov, when you find that thing that is going to keep you up at all hours of the night, just know you’ve found your passion. It’s NOT motivation. Motivation is just what can get you up but you must create a list for yourself to do things that will be productive in your pursuit to move forward. You really need to understand that motivation is a feel good sense, and even then it doesn’t keep you going. Like coffee you’ll hit a wall and then you still have to push. You may have to write thoughts down, or do all the things you may not want to do now. If going and playing video games, going out with your friends, getting drunk or whatever is easier then do the opposite. Do the hard stuff like writing your ideas, dreams, hopes, aspirations in order to keep yourself on track moving forward. Sounds crazy but tell your friends and family no once in a while. Tell them you’re working even when they know your not at work, you’re just in your room, DOESN’T FUCKING MATTER, IT IS YOUR LIFE! What they may not understand is that you have something on your mind that they may not have themselves, a passion, a drive, something you have yearning to get out before it bursts. You decide what you want out of life and you will Inevitably become that. Just keep digging deep within and sooner or later it may even scare you what you’re capable of. Just don’t let that fear control you. Grab hold and say I’m in charge BITCH!!! Seriously though I’m tired guys and gals, enjoy your week. Bangov Actual out.
