We’re all trying to figure out life’s challenges. We call them challenges, but they are just choices. Kids, who we want to be and be with. You said so yourself you don’t need all the answers right now. Some of us must remember if there’s an answer we need, then don’t live in ignorance. Seek answers, and ask questions. Conversation shouldn’t be the fear. Decisions shouldn’t be either but ignorance is terrifying when we think about what might have been. When a friend is in need, be there. Maybe the gesture will be returned to you. Maybe not, only this way will you find out If the company you keep is the company you want. I have always said I have the greatest friends in the world. It is because they constantly surprise me. We do not owe each other anything, we do not talk all the time, we don’t see each other all the time. I am far from them, but in the end they are always there. A constant reminder of those I have in my life. Knowing who they are answers so many questions that I need not ask them. They are forever images and hopes of a life where I could be with them always, but life’s ambitions keep me from them. I am a constant seeker, while those who choose to stay have found their bliss. A man in search of a vision(or woman) is that of relentless anxiety that if they stand still, they may be forgotten about. Waking up in a sea of decisions that needs to be made within the hour to make sure your day is more productive than the last. When the day is done, the dust has settled, I still see them, they are the calm, right before the storm starts again. May just answer some questions on why I encourage you as readers to open yourself up to others. People will hurt you, but it is part of the experience of finding those you will need to fight exceptionally more fierce battles. For those of you who have all the wrong ones around you. You’re better off alone if you choose to be better.
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