Numb is a feeling we all know all too well. What’s weird is that we feel numb sometimes to keep us from feeling other things. Numb is defined as: deprived of the power of sensation. So maybe it is when we give up some powers that we feel most at peace. We have many forms of power, but also many ways we can feel numb. Numb to touch, emotion, action, even influence. We are free from emotion as a lack of needing emotion itself. A bottle of wine can do a lot of things. Can be a great night out, or in, due to the occasion of being by yourself or with a loved one. Alcohol itself has a presence in a room. When alcohol is present, it becomes about what was discussed over a bottle of McAllen, Pendleton, Pinot Noir. Memories are made when numb to the touch, we remember what we felt more when we are numb to the touch. We remember and express aspects of life that if in full control we wouldn’t think to express. Decompression of the human mind comes with therapy or means of alcohol that we express deep within. When we have only moments to reflect back on when telling our life story, touch seems to be a waste of time. To be numb we lose the flight response because we are numb, not worried about being shot, or stabbed, poked, prodded. We tend to forget that you don’t have to feel touch in order to feel pain. A broken heart happens from within, so we must think to ourselves for when numbness subsides that we still don’t have any open wounds. All it takes is another drink for the vicious cycle to start all over again. Numb is also defined as: deprived of feeling or responsiveness. When we are numb, in times of joy we are very active. Jumping running, hooting, hollering. As well when we are sad, we want to do anything to avoid the feeling that we are dealing with. When the numbness goes away we are faced with 2 realities. The fact that we ran away and the fact that drinking did nothing to solve it. The reality you have for yourself only changes when the pursuit of another is initiated. So don’t forget to be responsive, and act. Bangov Actual, out.
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