Some days feel like they don’t move at all. Almost like walking through Mud. Nothing is wrong but also nothing is moving or I don’t feel as if I am moving forward. Ami going backwards? I try to enjoy the moment, I try to look around, see the stars, and enjoy the cool breeze. Listen to my surroundings for signs that tomorrow will be different. Everything is still. Is this wrong? I feel as if I am not moving, I am dying. Then again we are all dying, but those who fear death and still stand still are very powerful to me. To be afraid of being still is to be afraid in itself. If we are always constantly moving it is as if we think we are trying to escape death. Escape all of our fears, and nightmares. Cannot run from them. It is ok to be still, hell I encourage it if it gives you some sort of relief. Don’t run from anything, you’ll be running forever. Challenge yourself, take a hit sometimes. Ever been hit in the face before? It is more liberating than you may think because now the fear has literally been beaten out of you. Take a deep breath. Take another one. Be in the moment you are in and notice things about yourself. Are you afraid? Why, nothing to be afraid of, or if there is then it means you’re running and you must start running towards fear. Or just stand still and let it come to you. Don’t waste your energy running from it, you’ll die tired. Instead plant your foot, and get ready to feel the force of it. You may just find what you’re looking for when it knocks the fear out of you and you’re ready to take on tomorrow. If the day is not over, then know today you can rest and play chess to be ready for your next 3 moves. Think, and enjoy your stillness. Keep calm and Bangov. Bangov Actual out.
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