Thank you for your service

To all my Military Veterans, I am reminded of a story that I’d like to share with you about feeling alone. I’ll keep this short for my slow readers,( I am one so relax). Lived in a home with 2 roommates and 2 dogs. My best chaps and I had the pleasure of watching these 2 adorable pups grow up from 9 weeks old to 4 years old when they had moved out. After they had moved out the place was so quiet for weeks I may have only got a few days of decent sleep on the weekends. Also had to sleep during the day with the window open when traffic was going by. Ladies and gents I had never felt so alone in my entire life. It was not that they left, it’s that I didn’t realize that I depended on them being present that sleep was no longer a luxury, but something I had to think about when I went home. The whole night, creeks, cracks, and the house next to us was just as loud that when someone walked up the stairs it sounded like someone coming up mine, haha have NEVER gripped my pistol so hard…but It was like my thoughts were alone with me, I was no longer in the driver seat. Alcohol worked a couple nights but you can imagine that’s not a sustainable way to go. Writing about it now makes me think of all my buddies I served with and hoped they never went through what I did. Or at least hoped they would call me and talk about it, but why? I never called anyone. The day I bought my house I bought my dog Veera. Big black beautiful German Shepherd Belgian Malinois. She’s my dream catcher. She’s my one eye open at night, my combat sleeper. Just need her to wake me up when someone who is not supposed to be in the house is near. My nightstand pistol will do the rest. Ladies and Gentlemen thank you so much for your service. You are our dogs while we sleep through the night, and if you were ever gone, we would know just how alone we really are. Bangov Actual out.

Boredom, don’t let it consume you, boredom is a state of complacency. You must find something, whether it be what you have to do isn’t in focus. What are things that you must reach when what you have done is ready for the next step. Have I had a Vacation in a while? Could this be my day of reflection, being grateful for what I have accomplished. Those days as meaningless as it may seem you may go months or even years without acknowledging what you have accomplished. That’s not fair to you, who you are. Look around at what you’ve accomplished. Think, is my car, house or even just my health better than what it was a year ago? You may be thinking another car just means more debt, but that also means you pushed to have that luxury. You’re willing to work harder for it. That’s only a negative if you make it one.

Purpose of bangov, pushback on government overreach in order to stimulate economic growth. Focus on the individuals hopes and aspirations. I want to know what people desire, what they daydream about. More than that, I want them to be comfortable sharing and investing in themselves in order to better their lives. Being happier where they work currently or just having something to be passionate about when they get off work. Something to strive for, something that makes them want to do all the things I have said. Get up early, work out, eat better, sleep better, take care of themselves in order to take on the long haul of life and get the most out of it. BanGov is ever evolving, it’s adaptive, it is in it for the long haul. What is BanGov? Great question. As of now, BanGov is inevitable.